Question: I feel REALLY bad right now and I want to die PLEASE help.?
Ok so long story short I feel like s**t ( excuse the language) right now and I just want to die so bad. I just can't do this anymore I never sleep because I get panic attacks through the night and racing thoughts. There are people watching me I swear and I also don't want to sleep because of them but even if I did sleep I still want to die everything feels like a dream and I can't even focus I just can't do it anymore PLEASE help.
Listen, I don't think this is the best place for you to get help. Please go to a doctor or rely on your family/friends for help. You have to hang in there. It might seem like hell, but life does get better. Trust me. Tell someone you can trust and they will help. Hang in there!
I've read a few of your questions. And self harming is not the answer in any case. Just calm down, make sure to talk to your psychiatrist, and sort things out from there. And in any event, make sure you tell your shrink everything. Only then, can they help you sort these issues out.
Put your hand over your heart. Do you feel that? That's called purpose. You're alive for a reason. Never give up. I know you're going through a hard time. I know it feels like it will never get better, but you're going to be okay. You're so fortunate to be alive, have a roof over your head, and be healthy. Call the suicide hotline. They honestly REALLY help. And tomorrow get help. As soon as possible get help. You can't do this alone
Guess you have to visit a psychologist and explain him how do you feel. He will be in a good position to advise you. As of now, there is no big deal in the World which makes you die. Just try to live in the present life and change things around you, do what you like, gardening, pets or changing house. Calm your mind and be on peace. Avoid being alone, spend some time with your loved ones, Meditation also can help. Believe that you are so special to you and you are the best. Take Care!!
You're basically describing my entire situation before I was placed on medicine.
My advice is for you to find a psychiatrist so that he or she can prescribe you some sort of medicine to keep yourself from feeling like this.
You're experiencing delusions and paranoia. You do need some help; my advice is to tell your parents that you need some help NOW and find a psychiatrist. They'll put you on some medicine to help you and everything will get better.
But you need to talk to your parents NOW.
i think, in spite of thinking these damn things you must contact your doctor...
Reading your previous questions, I have to say. STOP IT.
You're 14, seriously, knock it off. Calm down, have some cake, watch some comedy central, and chill the **** out.
Sidenote, find a different psychiatrist because the fact you've posted this same thing 5 times tells me he isn't helping worth a damn.
To reply, I'll answer the points in your post to me.
"Ok to start with I don't want cake because I hate food and whenever I eat it I want to kill myself."
So you never eat?
"I can't watch movies because I zone out and they just make me feel even worse"
I've been seriously depressed before (yes clinically) and certain movies made me feel worse, depending on the subject matter. Heres a Pro-tip. Watch a different movie. I can't watch "I am Legend" because the scene where his dog is killed reminds me of my shepherd and I bawl llike a girl. SO! I watch something else.
"and I ask these question because I think that maybe just maybe it will give me a freaking reason to stay here for another minute to see if anyone was bothered to answer"
Sounds like you need attention.
"if you don't want me asking question then don't look at mine you chose to read it I didn't make you."
I never complained about your question, I was telling you my answer. STOP IT. It's my form of therapy. "oooh I'm so sad my girlfriend dumped me" = STOP IT. "ooh I'm 600lb and so sad but want to eat this box of krispy kream" STOP IT!
"And I can't chill it just makes me more nervous."
kinda the opposite of chilling.
Put on bananaphone by Rafi, I DARE you to stay depressed.